C´est la Vie.....It´s Life

Belakangan gue punya masalah berat....beraaaaat banget. Dan konsekwensi masalah itu adalah gue harus membuat keputusan.

Dan buat orang yang labil seperti gue adalah hal gak mungkin, tapi sekarang gue gabisa lari dari kenyataan, karena ini bukan cuma sekedar mo beli baju, milih warna sepatu ato ganti model handphone. Its about life.

Sahabat and teman dan "seseorang" bertubi2 ngasih masukan, tapi beberapa sampe patah semangat karena gue yang parno ini selalu mentahin kembali saran2 mereka, gue yang selalu mikir terlalu jauuuuuuh kedepan. Kalo begini nanti gimana....kalo begitu gimana.... sampe temen gue di belahan bumi sono bilang, ceu´elo mikir yg depan loe aja dulu gak usah kejauhan...

Kalo aja bokap masih ada arrggghhh........

Akhirnya....waktu bingung, bimbang, gamang dan groupnya itu, gue buka salah satu FS sahabat kecil gue, disitu ada lagunya Christina Aguilera, The Voice Within...awalnya enak didenger trus g hayatin lyricnya..

Young girl don't cry´
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it's alright
Your tears will dry you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants to bother to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself Like your oldest friend just
Trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength That will guide your way
You'll learn to begin toTrust the voice within
Young girl just hold tight Soon you're gonna see your brighter day


Even gue bukan young girl lagi :) dari lagu itu gue belajar mengikuti "kata hati" karna cuma kata hati kita yang ga pernah meninggalkan kita tho? Juga kita ga perlu menyesali apapun keputusan kita nantinya karena bukan datang dari orang lain tp dari diri kita sendiri yang tau apa mau kita sebenernya...uhm kok gue jadi big girl ya.

I feel better now.....

Bola..Bola..dan Bola

I ussualy hate monday......

But not this monday.... minggu kemaren bener2 passed by tanpa gue inget any single thing yang udah dilakuin. Nonton Final Piala Dunia aja ogah2an, padahal dari awal pembukaan selalu tepat waktu nangkring depan tipi, semalem bener2 orang disekitar pada ngomong, ngoceh ato nyumpah serapah karna batal gol ato pas zizou kena kartu meré, juga gak gwe gubris, coz gue nunggu kabar dari seseorang yang bener2 sperti ilang di tengah gurun.

Yang lebih bikin sengsara bathin, YM, Msn dan sodara2 nya down dan gabisa login sejak pagi hari, means udah ampir 20 jam dr skrg, SMS juga ga da kabarnya. Begimane juga mo curhat ama temen laen yang biasanya bisa cheer up gue. Lengkap udah penderitaan.

This monday....gue berharap life back on track, konsen ke skola n kerjaan, juga bisa ketemu lagi sama orang yang tersesat di gurun.

I do hate Monday..but I hate missing someone the most.

Cepet sembuh ya...buat yang sakit, care about you so so so so much..

**gue tau ga da yg baca blog gue hihi, anggep aja ini Buku harian gw,
paling2 si kecoak benjret cengar cengir kalo baca ini, karena cuma
doi yg pny akses sementara ini. selamat cengar cengir :D wait untill
you feel the way I´m feeling at this moment...killing you crazy .

Bola Sikil Fever

Gosh...its not the nice thema for my first post.... the Italians, just minutes ago beat Germany 2-0 in semi-final play. Throughout the tournament, I actually have been rooting for several teams: Brazil, Italy, England and Germany. So I was a bit torn with this game. On one hand, I live in German Speaking country, making me feel a degree of loyalty there. But my World Cup fascination began at 1st game, there was no way I could hold my own among the italy team fans this time. Portugal and France play tomorrow, and then the finals are Sunday.I'm very sad to see this tournament come to an end. Hidup Persija....

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